hmmm
okay but can someone explain to me why someone would need that many control panel windows open in windows xp
That comment made me feel so fuckin old
(via alivedean)
i hate myself. so so much. i hate my personality, i hate my body, i hate my voice, i hate how im lazy, i hate how i cry myself to sleep. i hate the things i say, i hate the things i eat. i hate how i have no ambitions, i hate how i want my life to be better but i dont want to get better. i hate how i want to die, but cant bring myself to do it. i hate myself. i loathe who i am and its not going to change.
I feel like I’m too fat to even be touched by someone.
Unimportant me
you know
Nobody has a story to tell about me
Nobody can tell their friend about their crush on me
Because there is no crush
There is nobody to waste time on me
There is nobody to waste thoughts on me
There is nobody to waste feelings on me
But everyone talks to me about that one person
The person they love
The person they have a crush on
And how much they like them
And how they would do anything to be with them
And I’m always there to listen
Feeling less important every time
Because nobody would ever talk about me like that
Because nobody would ever like me enough to talk about me
Nobody would ever love me and want to be with me like crazy
I’m not that person
I was never that person
I will never be that person
I am so unimportant
To people who know me
To strangers
To me
I was never important
I will never be
this vent is so long
but yet so unimportant
because so am I
Unimportant
Unimportant
Not Important at all
